Did you hear it?
The sound, you know.
The sound of the other shoe dropping.
Didn’t expect it.
The news, you know.
The news from the doctor disclosing.
What it looks like.
The lumps, you know.
The lumps, you can’t feel, but been dreading.
Second time, you know.
Second time, there’s no curing.
Recall what he said.
Only treat, you know.
Only treat, second time, there’s no curing.
Take it all in.
Process it, you know.
Numb, cry, worry, hope; inside screaming.
Retest. Now wait.
Results, you know.
Breathe, safe this time; dread never ending.
Lynn McHale 2/7/2016
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